while bouncing the basket ball down the court the coach yells
Shoot it!!
he looks at the clock 3 seconds left
he nears the basket
nervous

sweat dripping off his face
he shoots…
a silence quits the crowd
the ball bounces on each side of the rim
swirling around and around
the ball drops in

The girl i loved

Her lips so tender to the touch.
her smile as it glows upon my face.
her soft tongue flicking at mine,
as if cotton candy was melting in my mouth.
So tasteful and delicious.
as we stare into each others eyes.
we see the true side of one another.
finding new things about each other.
making her see the true side of me,
I can never make happen.
having her see the
twisted mind of a degenerate,
a self-deprecating man.
That will break her heart.

as I stare into her eyes I see,
a gentle soul that's so fragile
to the touch.
so frightened that if I brake her heart.
she might not be able to put it back together.
all I know is,
the girl I loved will stay in my heart, and my mind
forever.
never to escape the far ends of my imagination.
thinking about
what could or might have been.
it's all in my mind.
I will never forget her.
she is trapped in my mind.
like the crisp air on a summer morning.
or a sunset that makes the sky turns purple.
she is here to stay in the mind of mine.
never to escape the very outskurts of my mind.
as she walks away i am proud to be free,
but I also feel like
I'm a lone wolf sitting in the darkness.
Blind and scared.
waiting to be seen by another.
letting them know that I'll try,
to reveal my true side.

Distroying a relationship.
is like sinking in quicksand.
slowly swallowing the very,
Essince of your soul.
your struggling to get free, but cant
the sand has got you.
Swerling you around and around.
toying with you.
in a twisted game.
that will eventually drain you dry,
Leaving you empty inside.

What to do... if anything

sitting here thinking what to do if anything
my mind racing through thoughts
fear, discussed, hopeless, and even self doubt
thinking what could i have done to prevent what just happened
fear as life seeps the last breath from her lungs
hopeless in the fact of not knowing what to do in situations like the one i was in today
discussed in a way that could only be symbolized as a mother eating her young
blood dripping down its flesh eating mouth grinning
as i get word that she's breathing on her own
that shes going to be fine
i sit her wondering
what to do ...
if anything