Her Smile

when i stare into her eyes.
i see the happiness that comes to be.
i see the best of times,
and the worst of times.
as long as i see her smiling face,
i know it will be alright.
her eyes leave me breathless
like a fish out of water.
even heaven can't be as good as,
relaxing with her.
my one special lady.
who sees and accepts me.
with loving arms i will embrace her.
i want to see her smile,
and hope that she can be mine
forever and ever.
i will keep hold of this hope that i posses,
for in one day receiving her smile once more.

Idea for Matrix project

in a world where all is out of place, 2 ppl are sought into question to save there world. William a gung-hoe rebel from North Carolina, and Anna the pretty girl Bad Ass who doesn't take no for an answer. when they meet there worlds as they know it collide. in order to save there planet they must work together in order to stop Mr. Zimbabwe from taking over.

while bouncing the basket ball down the court the coach yells
Shoot it!!
he looks at the clock 3 seconds left
he nears the basket
nervous

sweat dripping off his face
he shoots…
a silence quits the crowd
the ball bounces on each side of the rim
swirling around and around
the ball drops in

The girl i loved

Her lips so tender to the touch.
her smile as it glows upon my face.
her soft tongue flicking at mine,
as if cotton candy was melting in my mouth.
So tasteful and delicious.
as we stare into each others eyes.
we see the true side of one another.
finding new things about each other.
making her see the true side of me,
I can never make happen.
having her see the
twisted mind of a degenerate,
a self-deprecating man.
That will break her heart.

as I stare into her eyes I see,
a gentle soul that's so fragile
to the touch.
so frightened that if I brake her heart.
she might not be able to put it back together.
all I know is,
the girl I loved will stay in my heart, and my mind
forever.
never to escape the far ends of my imagination.
thinking about
what could or might have been.
it's all in my mind.
I will never forget her.
she is trapped in my mind.
like the crisp air on a summer morning.
or a sunset that makes the sky turns purple.
she is here to stay in the mind of mine.
never to escape the very outskurts of my mind.
as she walks away i am proud to be free,
but I also feel like
I'm a lone wolf sitting in the darkness.
Blind and scared.
waiting to be seen by another.
letting them know that I'll try,
to reveal my true side.

Distroying a relationship.
is like sinking in quicksand.
slowly swallowing the very,
Essince of your soul.
your struggling to get free, but cant
the sand has got you.
Swerling you around and around.
toying with you.
in a twisted game.
that will eventually drain you dry,
Leaving you empty inside.

What to do... if anything

sitting here thinking what to do if anything
my mind racing through thoughts
fear, discussed, hopeless, and even self doubt
thinking what could i have done to prevent what just happened
fear as life seeps the last breath from her lungs
hopeless in the fact of not knowing what to do in situations like the one i was in today
discussed in a way that could only be symbolized as a mother eating her young
blood dripping down its flesh eating mouth grinning
as i get word that she's breathing on her own
that shes going to be fine
i sit her wondering
what to do ...
if anything

a time my world changed final

as I sit here i think to myself how I got such a beautiful person in my life.
looking at her while the sun bounces off
her smooth silky brown hair.
as I stare into her eyes,
I see the happiness that knows we'll be together forever.
a relationship is a beautiful thing.

like a flower blowing in the wind

not to be disturbed...
peaceful.
a relationship can erupt into something spectacular, or
it can twist you down a path of complete darkness and depression.

as if u were drowning without the very thought of her being by you.

getting close to someone is a gigantic step.
wondering if she will ( as people say )eat my heart.
anxious to hear her voice caresing my very ears.
it happens...
SHE EATS MY HEART!!!
as I sit here heartless.
I have to ask myself.

will I ever love again.
will I ever care about another.
the way I did for her.
all I have to do is move on and hope.
to reclaim my heart for the one I truly love.

The Mind

the darkness deepenes inside the dweling of the beast wondering through your mind discovering new things, places, and emotions that you never thought you had. Your mind can be as simple in the air we breath, or it can stab you in places you never thought possible. Imagination is the creation of the mind and can never be taken away.

Ten Min Play

(On a dark night A and B are in the woods when something scatters in the shrubs ahead)
A; psst hey what was that
B; how should I know
(pushing each other)
A; go check it out
B; no way you do it
A; well someone has to
B; all right lets both do it
(both a&b count to 3 while jumping in the shrubs)
A; look it's just a turkey
B; a broken turkey lets eat it
A; no way
B; why not it’s food
A; ya, but we don't know how to skin it pluck it or let alone cook it
B; well what do we do with it
A; lets go away
B; pussy
A; hey I’m not a pussy it's just
(interrupting)
B; what this turkey was sent here from God to us and as it says in the bible 'thou who be blessed with turkey thou shall eat it', and your acting like we need to A; To what run away with my dick between my legs screaming like a lil b****B; Wow I was just going to say to walk away, but nice touch
A; seriously what are some things we can do?
B; well there’s several things we can do we can kill it, boil it, or let it stay and die take your pick
A; or we could help it
(Person B replies)
B; why
A; maybe, because it’s about to die
B; it’s not about to die
A how do you know?
B; because it only has a broken leg
A; still just ask yourself what would Jesus do
B; alright lets help the damn thing, you didn’t have to pull the Jesus card on me
(Getting the turkey into A’s garage they strap it down to the table)
Turkey: gobble gobble
A: shut that turkey up
(B whispers as he says)
B; we should slit its throat
(A overhears and says)
A: what’s the matter with you everything is kill this and destroy that, what is with you?
B; nothing, I’m just saying it’s an option
A; I thought you believed in God
(B gets a serious look on his face as he says)
B; that’s the last God card you get
A; alright you don’t have to get so defensive about it.
(Grabbing duck tape a says to b)
A: here strap this to his mouth
(Strapping the tape across the turkeys mouth b looks over at a as he’s about to pop the turkeys leg back into place….SNAP)
A; well now that that’s done, let it go and we’ll be back tomorrow.
(Looking confused b asks a)
B; were not letting it go?
A; not yet it needs to rest, and its leg needs training, we’ll be back in the morning to see how it is
(The next morning A and B open the barn to see the turkey in fear, a puts food in his hand and gradually approaches the turkey, B asks)
B: what are you doing?
A; we need the turkey to trust us before we can help it
(As the turkey takes the food from a’s hand, b says in a dramatic tone says)
B; lets train
(B turns on the radio, as eye of the tiger plays the turkey is doing cardio activities, as the song ends a 1 month sign floats across the stage)
(A says aloud)
A; the turkey looks great
B; it sure does, it should be able to run faster then ever before
(As A and B open the barn doors the turkey walks out taking one last look back at a and b before returning to his home, a says while weeping)
A; Goodbye turkey
(A loud shot streams past there ears as they see the turkey lying in a puddle of it’s own blood, a and b both let out a loud No as they see a dark figure arise from the bushes, as the figure gets closer A sees who it is his father)
Dad: this turkey putting food on our plates tonight boys
(At the dinner table B says to A)
B: I guess the lesson is when God blesses us with turkey thou shall eat the turkey
(Fadeout as The End shines in the background)

Happyness

Happyness can be sumed up in so many words but the one I will focus on today is the simple term of happy. The happy feeling deep inside crawls and eats at u to get free, and then Wow a beam of glowing teeth shoot out of your face. Gleaming u see people respond to your beam. Happyness is the 1 thing that makes us truly happy using the happyness beam u can defeat the horrible angry monster away because if anger wins you get deppresed and none of us like it when others or even them selves are depressed. So people stay happy :), or the angry monster will eat you:(

Darkness

in the dark we loose a lot of presious things pride, strength ,happyness it's like the darkness steals the things most valuble in a twister of thoughts not knowing what to say or do to comply the very thought of loosing one more thing makes me angry the thought of loosing the next thing closer to you is madness the deep darkness of the emotions using you in there twisted game of hide and seak leting them win is not an option but in all lives we cant stop these things from attaking the person you so well know yourself

deeply disturbed

What's happening to me i'm now judging my every action playing everything out in my head scene by scene using my emotions to keep people at a distance everything and everyone around me asking q I have no answers, so i do what i do best... I fake